Etc yours.

Members of our crew

Angeline Bec Carmen Daniel David Elena Ellyn Huy

Jibbie Kevin Ruby Whitney Yuki

Also a big thank you to our teacher and manager Jaye from Crossover Dance Studios!

To everyone,

Well what can I say about today, Wednesday is always an interesting day filled with much excitement and fun as well as moments of sadness and tears. I never thought of it before but someone said that our group is connected through sadness amongst other things. Even though I don't really like the idea, but then again it is true to some extent. Hmmm... Well after today there are some things I want to say to everyone.

I'm not very good with expressing my feelings - there are times that I exhibit the wrong feeling when inside it's not the case at all. I'm sorry for seeming this way, I apologize for my indecencies my inability to be able to connect with you guys on a more emotional level especially when you guys are feeling down. For seeming cold and uninviting, uncaring...I must seem so carefree ... I feel so selfish...

All I do is look at you and see the sadness and hurt within, I feel so useless at those moments. You guys have given me soo much - laughter, happiness, acceptance and tolerance for my oddities but when it comes to me I feel like I can't give you guys anything in return, that I don't show my appreciation, my gratitude...I feel sad when I see everyone else in the group afflicted or brought down by their emotions...

Luckily though there are others in the group that everyone of us can turn to, even though it may not be me, knowing that there is someone in the group that you can rely on makes me a bit relieved. I understand that sometimes there are things that only certain people can know, but just know that we all support each other. I don't like seeing people cry but then again, crying is a good mechanism to release emotions, so if you want to cry then don't cry alone - and if you are sad then don't be sad alone ... We were once a group of strangers that enjoyed kpop and dance, but now we are actually a group of friends that enjoy each others company and want to spend time together. We are a team thaf carries and shares each others emotions ... Anyone else feel this way? :)

Hmmm...so that's all I want to say for now...:) so please everyone, SMILE! 사랑해 I know that I may sound naive and stupid at times but then it's what I honestly feel :)

Messages:

I hope your knee gets better - don't try to strain it too much and stop scratching thr itchy spots
It was sooo good and I felt so elated seeing you dance with the crew again, Welcome back!!!
I wish you would speak up more, loudly and confidently so that we can hear you, we are all ears after all, and sorry for creating misunderstandings today
I hope you are feeling better now - isn't it so good to have so many people that care? :) this extends to everyone too :) we've got each others back
You are such a happy and eccentric chap, thanks for bringing so much fun and laughter to the crew
I wish you talked more when we have our group outings
Wish you could hang out with us more, but o understand that it's hard when you are busy with other things. But just know that we will always welcome you back with open arms :)

Okay so ... Back to work now. In the meantime Take care everyone and don't be sad, but be happy that we get to see each other again soon !!!!